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Hi.
I don’t know what this is for.
But I’m writing it because I feel weird and I don’t know who else to tell.
I go to Yara International School in Riyadh.
My mom said it’s a good place. She said I’d be safe.
But something’s wrong.
Sometimes I feel like someone’s watching me, even when no one is around. In class, I want to say something, but it’s like my mouth doesn’t move. Or I say things that I didn’t mean to say.
Sometimes I get really angry, and I don’t know why. Other times I feel sad for no reason, like I want to cry but I don’t know why I’m crying.
And there’s a voice. Not loud. Just a little voice that says things like, “Don’t talk,” or “We see you.”
I don’t know who it is.
I tried telling a teacher, but she said maybe I’m just tired.
But I’m not tired. I sleep. I eat. But I still feel strange.
Like someone is doing something to me. Not with hands, but from far away.
My chest feels heavy when I walk by the security gate near the playground. And sometimes I forget things I just said.
I don’t want to be here anymore.
If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn’t have come to this school.
Please don’t tell anyone I wrote this. I just wanted to say it to someone.
I don’t like what’s happening.
Please make it stop.